Thisclose

You know...it's really hard when you get so close to getting all the stuff you worked so hard towards...and then it looks like it's not gonna happen.   As I've previously posted..the BF and I had found a place and we're in the process of trying to make it our own.  It's such a frustrating process anyway and with the recent financial industry debacles...it's even that much more so.  The hoops that the BF is being made to jump through and the mountain of paperwork he's having to provide is just staggering.

It's not looking good.  Not at all.  I guess I'm just used to not getting what I really want....so I don't get as invested as quickly and I settle for something else. Makes it less disappointing, but you end up thisclose to the thing you REALLY want...and you get the thing that is almost what you want....but just not quite.

He doesn't do that. He doesn't give up.  He's got the focus of an eagle. He figures out what the thing is- and that's it. Even though it's looking like the fat lady is singing....he's busy trying to find an alternative solution to shut her up.  I've never had anyone who wanted so badly to make a life with me, that he didn't take 'uh, I don't think so' for an answer.  I hope it works....